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Log Horizon - Shiroe and Akatsuki :iconmist2ri-ell:mist2ri-ell 32 5 Granado Espada - Ludin :iconmist2ri-ell:mist2ri-ell 1 2 Art trade - Levi :iconmist2ri-ell:mist2ri-ell 0 1 simple DevID :iconmist2ri-ell:mist2ri-ell 2 5 chibi self :iconmist2ri-ell:mist2ri-ell 5 3
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KH II - Same Light :iconyumix:yumix 7,517 906 Blue Angel :icondragoonathe:DragoonAthe 5 8 ToA - NAKIES exclaimationpoint :icongummypocky:gummypocky 14 17 GODDDDDD :iconcat-food:cat-food 76 19 HP+Dumbledore.s army :iconxanseviera:xanseviera 1,066 273 Luke and Mieu for Sagani :3 :iconpandesal-talc:Pandesal-Talc 18 22 Guy and Jade Poster :iconalasse-tasartir:Alasse-Tasartir 60 13 EG: Edmund n Azure :iconlina-magnus:lina-magnus 2 18 Desu Note :iconjohnsu:JohnSu 6,813 1,304 Guy Jade Anise :iconalasse-tasartir:Alasse-Tasartir 26 5 Group :iconalasse-tasartir:Alasse-Tasartir 57 6 FFVII: What Can I Do For You :iconippus:ippus 3,337 632 Helios Eclipse:Diamond :iconyuniedante:yuniedante 133 126
again? lol This is probably the last time I move to/make a new account.
My new account is yumememoria ^^ :iconyumememoria:

Recently I realized what I really love, enjoy and want in life - drawing & creating illustrations. It took a while, around 5-8 years of drawing on off (mostly off) , some lost paths, some depression and emotional burden, past failures to comeback drawing, and blablabla lol failed comeback on 2014 (my sad DA sobs) & 2015 because I didn't have a definite goal in drawing, I kept on straying away.

In those years I've been negative about own art skills, like I'll never be good enough, I have no talent, I'll never be noticed by senpai , demotivated by the awesome arts by younger artists or by the cute amount of recognition despite the effort spent on something etc etc (normal artist's problem? XD ). I didn't have any goals for it too, drawing was just a hobby to me. So I just drew when I feel like to, which is rarely after I got caught in real life stuffs and some other distractions. I stopped to love my artworks.

Then recently re-searching my passion and considering to pursue art path in life, I'm feeling doubtful with my 'talent' in art but I started to noticed my mistakes. How to even improve my drawing skills if I don't even draw a lot? if I don't learn from references etc. Seeing people who used to be close online friends to improve extremely good while I was on hiatus for 8 years made me think "what if I kept on drawing daily in all those years?".

So, I made a new account for a fresh restart, to de-clutter the gallery, watchers and notices, and also because that username has stick with me since I've been posting some fanarts of the game I played using the same username on tumblr lol It's lacking digital arts because I'm still finding time to do digital stuffs daily.

Instead, I started to post a daily sketchbook entry in my instagram as an effort to keep on drawing and so far it's been 27 days and the habit of sitting down and draw every day at a certain time started to stay. People said if you really love something you'll make time for it no matter what even just 5 minutes, I tried and it turns out to be not that hard. Plus, if I ever wanna become a professional someday I should be/get used to drawing everyday.

I really miss some friends on DA but I'm not sure if anyone even remember me lol will re-watch people on new account later. I feel so lonely right now I need some artist friends LOLSOBSCRAI See you there  o/

new account again>> :iconyumememoria: :iconyumememoria: :iconyumememoria:

IF I OWE ANYONE ART TRADES PLEASE REMIND ME ;A; or if wanna renew the art trade characters lol orz

Daily Sketchbook Drawings : [ Instagram ]
Random Game Fanarts : Gaming blog @ [ Tumblr ]
Twitter (need friends LOL SOBS) : [ Twitter ]
Joint Weekly-themed artblog with Sena : [ Tumblr ]
LINE acc : pls note me D:
Final Fantasy XIV :
Ell Phrixus on Tonberry


Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
formerly ellphirillius
Main Fandoms : Persona 3 & 4, Tales of the Abyss, Granado Espada

MOVED TO :iconyumememoria: yumememoria


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KanRyu Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
go eLL go! weee xD supporting u. :P
Sagani Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2014
I am a dummy! 
Kohaya7Koizu Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
This... I'm very, very sorry if I've already thanked you... but I have low memory : (

So I'm just leaving out comment here, thank you for the watch :hug: I appreciate it. :D
PufflesACMH Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Cammi0 Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:heart: Happy Birthday! :heart:
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